Monday, December 25, 2006
here i am blogging again.
i don't know how to start this but i will.
you think i don't care about my future. and you think i'm just such a jerk who goes out and never tells you what i do outside. you think i don't care about my sec3 year and ESIP. you think i don't want that scholarship. you think i don't want to study hard. you think i don't want to work hard for everything. you think my whole life is just going out and having a good time. you think i don't have troubles. you think my life is perfect. and you think that i don't want to work hard for piano g8. you think i'm just a slack person who doesn't do anything and copies ALL homework from people. and you think thats who i am.
NEWSFLASH: you don't understand band politics. you think i'm too young to know stuff like that. you think i'm immature. you think my life is so easy. sleep, go to sch and have a great time, come home and MSN, eat then sleep again. ITS NOT. you don't understand ANYTHING at all. you think i'm basically a slack person who doesn't care about anything in the world. I'M SO NOT.
i'm not a person who slacks my way thru life and don't work hard for everything i get. i'm not a genius. and i'm not such a great person. so stop thinking that i'm like that. and BLOODY HELL, stop thinking that my life is a breeze, i can do whatever i want, and still get what i get. ny isn't that great. trust me. you never know how stresseful EOYs are. you think my blog is light-hearted, i crap around and sprout rubbish everyday in school and i can breeze thru EOYs like its p3 work.
WRONG. and it has not been easy, okay. band isn't easy. politics makes it worse. my sec3 class is full of morons from 211 doesn't help either. HELL WITH IT.
bitching about it behind my back doesn't help either.
merry x'mas to all. (:
8:37 PM